Mind Travel

Ito ang page kung saan niyo mababasa ang ilan sa aking mga pinag-iisip kapag wala akong ibang ginagawa. ^_^


Hindi naman all the time sa isang relationship na lalaki ang nagkakamali... na lalaki yung may pagkukulang.  Minsan kasi hindi rin nagagawang makita ng girls yung efforts nung guys dahil sa sobrang daming insecurities.  I don't know if meron ng ganitong version ng "When I Was Your Man" ni Bruno Mars, pero i-share ko pa rin sa inyo.  Yung nakita ko kasing "When You Were My Man" ni Madilyn Bailey, iba lang sa naisip kong ka-dramahan.  Kaya eto yun... sana ma-record ko rin to! Drama-drama lang! haha!

"WHEN YOU WERE MY MAN"

Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now
Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same
When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down
Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name

And it all just sounds like oooooh...
Too young, too dumb to realize
That you've always bought me flowers
And held my hand
Always gave me all your hours
When you had the chance
Take me to every party 
Cause all I wanted to do was dance
Now baby I'm dancing 
But I'm dancing with another man

My pride, my ego, my need and my selfish ways
Caused a good strong man like you to walk out my life
Now I'm never never get to clean up the mess I made
Ooh and it hunts me every time I close my eyes

It all just sound like oooooh
Mmm too young, too dumb to realize

That you've always bought me flowers
and held my hand
Always gave me all your hours
When you had the chance
Take me to every party
Cause all I wanted to do was dance
Now baby I'm dancing
But I'm dancing with another man

Although it hurts, I'll be the first to say 
That I was wrong
Ooh I know I'm probably much too late 
To try and apologize for my mistakes
But I just want yo to know

I hope he buys me flowers
I hope he helds my hand
Give me all his hours
When he has the chance
Take me to every party
Cause all I wanted to do was dance
Do all the things you've always done 
When you were my man...

Do all the things you've always done
When you were my man...


PS: Ayun lang! napa-emote lang ako konti! Sana nagustuhan niyo! ^_^

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Hey! I've been writing love stories with moments I've never been to.
How I wish the scenes would happen to my life, as if they were true.
Hopeless romantic, they're calling me.
But what can I do, if my destiny's still not passing by my way?
Have I been waiting for so long,
Or things just might got wrong?
Is there someone out there for me?
Someone I can call my soul mate, or my destiny?
Again I sit on this bench alone,
Feeling the coldness that chills me to the bone.
How I wish someday, someone would sit beside me.
And how i wish that that someone would be,
      my soul mate, my destiny.....
--patiently waiting-- ^_^


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Nang minsan ay wala na naman akong magawa at ito ang pinag-iisip ko, sinulat ko na rin lang. Sana magustuhan niyo. (8/10/12)

Love came to me not once but twice
I ignored it thinking it would be wise
But then one day it came I looked for love
And no one's there for me to have
What's love to me is a mystery
They say it comes unexpectedly
Yes it did love came to me
But what I did is throw it away
Now think of me I'm so alone
Just staring above at the brightest moon
Wishing someone's sitting beside me
And whispering to me, he's back...the love that once came to me.... ^_^


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Loving never seem to be so easy
When I look outside my window
I see how far you are from me
There were no days I never thought of you
All days i just want to be right next to you
When will it, when will it be?
The time for you and me...



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Isang araw, wala akong magawa kaya naisipan kong mag-soundtrip na lang muna. Naisip ko tuloy, ganito ba talaga kapag single? Wala kang regular na ka-text, kausap sa phone at kasama kapag lumalabas. Wala ring specific at permanenteng tao na pumapasok sa isip mo. Pabago-bago ng crush, paiba-iba ang type. Single, eh!

Napakunot ang noo ko nang marinig ko ang lyrics ng kantang pinakikinggan ko...sabi kasi... Save the best for last... Kaya ba wala pang lalaki na para sa akin kasi sini-save ni Lord iyong best para sa'kin?

Sabi pa sa kanta, sometimes the very thing you're looking for is the one thing you can't see. So sinong bulag? Ako ba o siya? Mukha kailangan ko ng magsuot ng eye glasses.

Minsan kasi nakakalungkot din pala maging single. Iyong sobrang tagal mo ng naging single at napapaligiran ka pa ng friends na halos umaabot na ng tatlong taon yung relationship sa boyfriend nila. Di ba ang saya?

Eto pa, malapit na pala yung valentines. Naalala ko tuloy yung dapat sana first time kong may kasama na boyfriend sa araw ng mga puso.

Dapat manonood kami noon ng concert, eh! Bago pa ang araw na iyon, nagpaalam na ako sa parents ko at pumayag naman sila. Kaya naman, nang umagang iyon, noong araw ng mga puso, ako na yata ang pinakamabait na anak! Maaga akong gumising at naghanda ng agahan. Nakapaglinis pa ako ng bahay bago pumasok sa school.

Kinagabihan, pag-uwi ko para magbihis, may tumawag kay papa. Mukhang aalis sila kaya nagmadali ako. Pero lalabas na lang ako ng bahay, tinawag pa ako at sinabihang wag na lang akong umalis dahil walang magbabantay sa mga kapatid ko, at baka daw mag-away-away na naman! Alam niyo iyong excited na ako, eh! Excited na excited talaga ako!

"Pa, nakabili na ng ticket iyong boyfriend ko,eh. Sayang naman kung di kami makakapanood," sabi ko.

"Magkano ba yung ticket? Babayaran ko na lang. Sa ibang araw na lang kayo lumabas," sabi naman ng papa ko.

Ibang araw? Bakit? Bukas ba February 14 pa rin? Bukas ba Valentines Day pa rin?

Wala na nga akong nagawa pa. Umiyak lang ako ng umiyak dahil naudlot pa ang dapat sana ay first time na may ka-holding hands ako sa valentines day. Parang tanga lang talaga akong umiyak noon.

Bakit pa kasi merong valentines day, eh! Nabuwisit na ako kakapakinig ng love songs kaya naman, natulog na lang ako. -bow!

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